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Scattered Resistance v5 - Inluminal

by Wetdryvac's Lair

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A Line Crossed 01:27
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A Line Crossed January 31, 1992 cold and tired I rise I must face a new day watch the people of my surroundings try to understand them barely awake I set out not enough sleep walking quickly trying to attain a sensation of reality purpose, adream on my feet I walk the halls of a large building ignoring their complaints – oh so too different not like us, the constant refrain and so they hate me could the issue be simple color strained in shades of gray I watch my back so none may put the knife in careful to maintain inoffensive stance but difference is topical too much for them to take my world a nightmare turning around in this bad dream could any dream appear so real could any cold soul really hate so much as these cold souls seem to ah, but the difference surpasses skin resolution dim, you recognized from a distance si, easy to strike out
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Compassion 01:22
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Compassion January 31, 1992 all I ever wanted all I ever want is to make you feel better show you you are beautiful of body and mind show you no one can take this from you no matter what they say for you are loved worth everything there is to give to you I give my all sometimes I feel I’ve been killed dragged by my fee through experience though there is no fire there sometimes I feel this cry but starting to cry means to never stop sometimes I need to fall, break down and I need someone to feed on but falling down there is no one so, seemed I have found no resolution there is no such thing but I take a look around there are people to rely on there are people for you as well needing never fear solitude and if one day you feel the crying that you may never stop once started come, talk with me take leave to use my shoulder loved, lean close
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Breathe 01:05
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Breathe January 31, 1992 once again I’ve discovered sorrow lost within each person dragged about a token cross crucifix of the heart discovered abandonment found the home of sadness located the abode of despair attempting root in my soul a gathering darkness I have discovered freedom abatement of sorrow they are strong those who face the night and laugh into the dark I have found the freedom and the glory of forever rather simple, actually internal examination, statement me I can take and do what I want my day is the start of tomorrow control no need for sorrow and her fiends harpies all descending on their prey but you can fight them take the world’s black joke live with it for they sit and feed those who wait in the dark
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Cascade 00:41
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Cascade February 1, 1992 I can honestly say if I make you happy happiness is mine I can tell you true I want you to be I wish to speak you to peace when and where you want it only ask, and give my piece shall be to make you happy you make me happy you see, by being unique a single light in my sky compound of what you do how you are I simply feel so strong in your spectrum feel for what you are, if I make you happy
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Down Time 00:30
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Down Time February 2, 1992 look blue sky blinding my wondering eyes with its brightness holding me in awe blink I would share this with if you were here help long gone and the sky is blue hunger no longer lifting my spirit this need to share crash
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Dissolve 01:21
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Dissolve February 2, 1992 contact is a strange thing a comfort to me yet a discomfort what is it that makes it thus that to touch another person is both right and wrong and I find no answer as never touching in chance for offence but here I am circling in the slow thermal in need of contact with those I trust afraid if I touch them when the pain comes will they hurt me ever untouched how much is hidden in a hug a kiss for possession meanings for have and do they have I know not but the only time I ever reached out I felt safe that contact was of no malice intimidation nonexistent only comfort a sense of peace and place I want that feeling back for further down the spiral in an abyss of pain I need to hold on somehow avoid hurting those I care for also, also avoid hurting myself for I am breaking down down the operative condition
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Come 00:15
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Come February 2, 1992 alone still searching still finding nothing I travel ever onward alone
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Columbine 01:08
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Columbine February 2, 1992 I know the name of my pain it goes by the mode of friendship a strange beginning place for harm’s source but I cannot change it with those I care for I have fun but fun passes so abruptly and time by, there is no one to be I cannot ask for presence always but feel reft out in need of structure and too often only have myself and a long night it is – so peaceful when they are here I listen to the water of voices or watch them sleep, envy their sleep but peace falls one moment a place to turn second passed, begone closed and out the door while I’m remembering sleep with nothing to catch me and sadness wanders in the night of my life, so it seems truly never over hating to be hating hating no one to hold
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Drawing 01:37
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Drawing February 2, 1992 life – my friend it is a long journey boundless with pleasure but torn with pain you and I must find a new way life – my friend it is filled with emotion each second a song but I’m only holding on so I can survive survival reason to go on find some emotion to lift us up life – my friend I don’t understand it wrought with complication with so many people in the world and here alone is population bomb life – my friend it is a bitter drug gagged down and choked on force fed lived to go on living limited comprehension and when together to lift each other up is never alone again alone life – odd how it all seems a lie how as I write there I am crying finding no reason having too many questions unasked questioning even the better way trailing the sadness of all my days dust on the roof of my mouth life – my friend I must look up again as though to see where you are for though I reach out out abounds, electron shellspace out abounds
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Senses 01:03
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Senses February 2, 1992 smell breathe in the air and though no one cares who you are look take in the sights and though you have your perfect vision all still there taste like a fruit colorful on the outside eaten from within touch through contact there is freedom through caring, trust feel for though the worms eat away the hollow conquer them express yourself as you can give show to your emotions take leave of your senses from time to time give for in giving all is overrun nothing freely give can be forcibly taken and if this leaves you with naught who cares all your life you can but break with the best breaking all anyone can ask while waiting for the worm
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Vision Song 02:03
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Vision Song February 2, 1992 I went walking in the garden of life last night found an old man sitting under the largest tree said he was me, years from today that in his eyes I had become I looked but all I saw in his eyes was a blackness soul eaten by the dark why do you claim to be what I am I’ve all my options open to me you’re but one path I have yet to turn I waited as I watched, vision slowly clarified old man with a comfortable glow behind his eyes looked at me again, said quietly but the power was always there no matter what seems in the real no option beyond death in final phase and turning ever inward is on its own no answer take what you please – and run life is ever changing no final decision but the next one take what you have and won for life is always changing so always up to you destiny I hold my so called fate in open hand and when I now walk in the garden of life I see myself under the largest tree or the smallest flower, petal led despite prognostication I am my own master only I control my visions and when dreams are all that are left to me still I dream my own direction my thanks to you, old man of me for dreams dreamed external or in in the garden of life – real enough to show me not the way there is no way
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To Be Strong 01:22
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To Be Strong February 2, 1992 I wish once in my life I could lean on someone without dragging them down with me without pain I have a female friend one of the best friends I have known yet some misconception of the pants lies in the way – who of my friends isn’t hunting pants? it would be good just to sit next to her lean on a close friend but look so much misconception I do no know I wonder if she would misunderstand that all I want for is the friendship a person to talk to and to touch, remember, that is to be wrong even I have been trained to discomfort at contact so many layers to the double meanings even to compliment so where am I and I repeat myself ever onward answering nothing getting more and more confused so low, the need to hold this friend who I will surely never ask but I wonder does she need someone to hold for what assuredly will drag down both sides supports a balance unblinking
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Hour of the Pale Dog 05:03
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Hour of the Pale Dog February 2, 1992 1) Awakening this is the hour of the pale dog cool slayer in the night a user of the political issues of the mad bowing only to profit hit man leader in his pack of hounds baying at the heals of anyone who tries to run who try to escape his burning lands he stands alone after the arbor wine already in the fields carrier of the dead a man of two faces across the border we find his other side unknown to the hounds standing in opposition to suppression hunting within the oppressors to aid their downfall this is the hour of the pale dog his tactics are simple enough dig a trench under the razor wire travel under the big gun collect the bodies of the dead spout a few stories of killing another runner done to the flighty he is hero his life risked in their salvation he knows the patrols plots of the government he watches the powers breed each chance helps the unlucky perhaps a conscience to spur him on 2) Enter Time Traveled another earlier introduction to the pale dog child growing up in cold darkness living in a countryside no one trusts family drawn with poverty he sees them fed to the machine he swears, on the name of the machine he will b free drafted unwittingly ten years later, he is armed he learns the killing forced into a pair of bloody wars he watches the faces of those he must destroy he is loosing his mind unable to take the anguish of destroying his beliefs he becomes an angel of the darkness burrowing into his country’s clockwork trying to find a way into the light 3) Performances a look into the soul of the pale dog one who must appear to be what he’s not a destroyer so he can be what he must killed for them before so they will not tell his tale suffered their agonies a hundred times and more he lives a present of nightmare those he must help and those he must kill distinctions waver, each night searching morgues bodies to claim his own is he doing the right thing traitor to his country he helps the ones in need he says and this as rebellion is wrong so the pattern of guilt goes by for those he’s killed and his country each night sleeping with a forty-five round chambered so the enemy can’t take him 4) Resolution each morning he rises puts the gun to his head counts ten and does not pull the trigger two pounds short of the seven pound will he has casually flickered across a thousand times before always for some right perception but belief is so… transitory each morning he puts the gun down thinks a prayer for those he’s aided that their lives may be better now and the graves of the dead must remain undisturbed he holds a hundred skeletons in his ballroom each roll of the bones a favor to call each buried body a tagged value he knows where the leader died and the leader before, where too those seeking revenge followed in the footsteps knows of a thousand gassed as they slept passive exhalations to his aim the transitory better life, not of the moment but of the ever meanwhile, to survive dogged on 5) Castaway I know, time is running short for him one plot and another’s bitter fruit conscience catching up, age slowing down his nowhere to turn a vacant emphasis upon correct action will upon the lever growing ounce by patient ounce one morning, when he reaches ten, surprised a sound of thunder will pass him by when actual right and actual harm counterbalance the going on of going on pale dog, pale dog go on
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To Let Go 01:34
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To Let Go February 3, 1992 I have this friend you don’t know problems serious, problems low central to the many taken by many from one extreme to another too many pills, successful suicide, failed – life is too much, he says a burden to him it would be much simpler to step down out of the light on some imagined stage where after the act actors gather, shake hands call it a night into whatever hereafter is claims realization of the foolish choice burned out on support groups, empty warm and needing hands by which mine too, I might as well include so he thinks of going away for a while as though he might screw the pooch get the angle wrong, eat the sugar pills talks of an impression on those left behind but the impression’s already made I don’t trust you I don’t believe your help is real he wants sorrow at his passing and mine he can have when he goes and my curse, my anger, my pain my hope that if he’s that weak his ghost will further suffer having insulted his family, drawn wrath from the balustrade slid down right quick, no chance before the nip letting everyone know – and am I the splinter to stop him?
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Continuum 01:05
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Continuum February 4, 1992 let my sorrows help you let my answers be there for you my pain perhaps can teach for what I do not understand you may let my problems point out the worlds how everyone lives useless repeating, repeating, useless words same thing, expressed in some fundamental I write of facts real and unreal repeat, repeat, all part of the true the home of the world is in the mind and home I stay I write of my fears my fears are all fears, all fears are mine no worse for the ones I’ve missed into nonexistence fact and fiction together no loss meaningful to my by their combination repeat, repeat, issues unchanged
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Other 01:03
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Other February 4, 1992 I am not the person I want to be no strong loins here doing the wrong thing or right all harm from the head and heart happening anyway I can rarely tell how others feel sometimes lucky, reading faces sometimes needing help helping need help guestless in the infirmary what do these animals need I wish someone would tell me where the horses for the needy strode how they expect my act to carry some just trying to help burden for now feeling the distance of just trying to help and though the fault is mine looking harder hinders making emotions of people’s faces always changing, mutating – please, what do we animals need
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Fade Away 01:01
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Fade Away February 4, 1992 I am an illusion a figment of my own imagining a mirror image by way of carnie glass bent and twisted til I can no longer see me just look at some contorted monster in my place to pass time, talking to other, more distorted illusions somewhat shaped like people after all, even illusory company being composed of images constructed internally and if the places I have been are unreal it matters naught to me I watch my world like a fretless chord letting sound and pictures in but the mirror is curiosity of who if not me, you, reflected, all in your mind or mine, you in mine, carnie glass distorted, exemplified
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Sign 01:18
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Sign February 4, 1992 last night I watched you sleeping so peaceful dreaming you were talking in your sleep I could hardly hear a word you said but you were happy I made out pieces here and there how your life was going talking to moving pictures in your dream I wished I could join you in your dreamlit world, talking to you talkers if one of them were me find out what I might say you were so close I could smell you hair water only cleaned face relaxed, no tension I watched the line of your body breathe and wished I could be so peaceful you talked in riddles warm and quiet of a world lit by a light from within of a magic land where trouble always passes and one needs trouble no longer such a dream wrought I wish for my life though my own dreams are creatures substance void and through your dreaming eyes I saw your happy place of peace
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To Black 00:30
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To Black February 4, 1992 left brain, right brain, wrong brain, no I do not understand all this metaphysical corporeal relationship of mind to body where does all of me hook together am I more dream than mind than vision than body all senses garbled into one synesthesic whole or is it just my imagination that I’m talking colors to myself
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My God 01:36
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My God February 4, 1992 I am god oddly enough so am I I control your life or I am wrong maybe it’s you inside my head still the voices are usually kind and I wonder if I am god should I be hearing voices? I am me you are you we are we and I be you two and when I dream I see us one two standing apart bound by the words we weave inside my head or are you my reflection we always see the same things it seems though when I want to talk I can when you want to walk I must good god that’s me where has the real gone I am you and we are chicken can we lay an egg or will I crack oh, haven’t I wait until you see inside my head there you are off in the corner of my mind telling me to jump so I do but my egg is an omelet par boiled double birdie and me as an onion chopped, sliced, diced along with some wet green peppers in what used to be my mind I hope they don’t add mushrooms god that’s me, how I hate mushrooms oh, you too wait a minute, that’s me! begone mine enemy the fork
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Sharp Sign 00:49
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Sharp Sign February 1992 life is balanced on a razor blade slip fall cut yourself a denial a delusion if you say you never fall you may miss the sharp edge of the blade you may – but on the marrow it cuts deep and you want someone to stop you before the bite begins you may try and avoid the pain shut away the blade but it never works nothing gained from nothing so they say the razor blade holds all your mirrors balance slip balance again but attracted for an instant loose your concentration down you go the landing never gentle
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Breed 01:10
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Breed February 4, 1992 as I child I sat in bed counting the cracks in my ceiling taking time to memorize them fearfully knowing that when memory faded all manner of legged things could crawl free low and slimy dropping into my bed with claws and teeth that spite putrescent with a stinging poison forgetful in their minds so I left the light on watched the number of the cracks and sleeping days for a time where the evil things hate sun and now – oh, for the foolish childhood found not so forgetful after all counting not crack now, but the things with claws ticking in the walls and though they did not get me the ticking continues in my sleep wrong things gone more wrong harvesting my dreams
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Infinity Broken 02:33
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Infinity Broken February 5, 1992 what is it that we all reach out to that which we cut ourselves with with flagellation turned religion and many beatings every time and what of this religion preaching pain offering no cure but for man’s word that harm begets harm and harm atones that long and hard is the way and long and hard is the way wherever is the way to hurt ourselves for our gods, how pointless some end will come, mayhap a reckoning, mayhap but the wrong is not undone – what use crying driving in the skull plate against granite, thrashing away nothing is accomplished the nothing, then, against religion it can be good to have this place to turn to somewhere the moral support rides and god or gods, the pattern is the pattern my evidence my eyes, my words aside just another set of words reparations, bettering injustice – there lies the rub act heals, guilt halts, act heals, penance halts this so sick suffering malingering on when there’s work to be done think then upon your own teachings, that your act of each day brings learning on the morrow, repetition of fewer wrongs harvesting the sorrow, casting it to void, curing the ill religion is education, faith shattered and rebuilt by fact guilt cast out do not jabber of your angry god I can’t argue your views if so they be and if irked some day, god will let me know or strike me down, or do nothing personification only does so much your words of your god’s dictum, flailing away believe what you will, suffer as you like perhaps unchangeable but no matter your believes, consider this can education break faith can faith so easily broken take religion can religion shattered break your god if so, your words are hollow if not, examine your world
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Resolve 01:12
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Resolve February 5, 1992 you have found a method for your pain quiet flame in the side to light when you are hurting so thus the pain grows worse a method to shut the others out helpers gathered at your door the no difference of a demon tucking your pain in a blanket guiltily making sure it’s tied right in useless, holding yourself over fires building them up I was sorry you cried I was not sorry when you went oh, of conscience, mine is clean what’s done is done healed or burned tucked in under the skin the no difference of a cyst pain begetting pain come back to me, hurting child your world is not destroyed demons of demos of people too were forgiveness mine, forgiven you would be but I’ve just filed the facts away
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Ressurection 01:28
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Resurrection February 5, 1992 into a room carved from the living rock looking down a pit to the core of the earth mustiness and softly glowing pith rock walls moving in my carbide lamp water dripping from the roof of this still cold cave ‘tis an awesome sense of peace in here the only living thing of the world and I the first in a sequence to earth’s heart last as well, a sequence of one’s ambulation though I am at peace with myself here is the peace of long death for all on the surface melted of a sudden set rippling into motion by man unkind survivor, I wait for my light to gout for my food, meager food for my life to end for my world to turn over and start anew a billion years past and this pith begins to make amends not ending in destruction my little life adding some organized matter that I maintain in tranquil repose circle of organic, waiting for endings waiting for new beginnings glad I had time to go under before the light began
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The Enemy Within 01:08
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The Enemy Within February 5, 1992 I have seen the enemy I have been the enemy and still I am the enemy and the enemy is me I would fight the enemy his guises and his looks but when I strike the enemy I awaken hurt what is this then, this endless war when all I need is a place to sleep a little water, a little food a place to call my home and though I like the glitter and the enemy has more it makes no real difference where some dead man laid him down take it, process, unmake it process when the good are getting grabby and the grabbiest is me latching on is freedom sucking the blood of the enemy dry and the desert is most empty and the water source is gone and in the night of broken souls my enemy has none
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The Disease 04:37
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The Disease February 5, 1992 1) Knowledge my friend I am fighting my addiction information, drug of the wise knowing is a pestilence for every person that I meet I want to know them more and knowing, I am helpless I want to know them more I know this strange as strange may seem knowledge and trust are brutal bound strange the secrets to be exchanged listened to and tried to tell tried to bare and tired to bear for everyone is addicted the more you know the more to ask the more you ask to know bigger datum transit refusing to be pushed down – though you might think it would in trusting those clearer to you datum collection lives easier upon the other side I find this understanding desire – knowing is not enough I want to feel what life is like each new experience from the inside raw facts feed the dwelling heart but who can feel the dwelling? I know how one thing leads to another but the feeling is long ago emptied my friends in their discussions jest on troubled topics unable to bend serious will who then is damaged by touching on the trouble I ask you where went wrong the want to know there is so much untouchable in the verbal taboo – but still looking for understanding, wonder where did the taboo grow childlike where did lack of understanding promote where did the hunger for knowledge grow 2) Differences there is much I make no care about untouched askances avoiding condemnation ever onward looking beyond the inluminal dark mantle of personal unspoken things where was the drug of being a man the condition of being perceived by others physical self conditional upon view of physical self mental self conditional upon evaluation of self how did body become boy/girl theme how did differences become merged thrown out in our humdrum drone I often stop to wonder what sourced this feeling juxtaposed upon anything if I am different, where then is my data your data bent astray from this particular genome your revolution nearly identical differences mental subtly hungry obscured by windows of the mind I wish for everyone to talk, openly define themselves clearly in life performances fantastic presentations of act and dream I want to know every waking thing where the fear goes, here the fear comes and I stop to think if you were to ask me the same courtesy where could I put down words formality, some diffident construct bad judge of what not to ask, asking nothing knowledge slipping from me in this limited time where a better way should long ago have sheltered perhaps in comfort those things willfully told happily obscuring some private heated heart dreams exposed or hidden by whim, presentation affirmation 3) Closing I do not wish to hurt you hurt you none the less unable to stop questions unable not to know unable to see reluctance unable to staunch the flow so I ask late in the game if the data grows too much remember the words are only words and stopping simply a matter of quiet heart when the mind runs wild in the drug clarity of caring obscured in word it is only addiction
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Gunslinger 02:41
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Gunslinger February 5, 1992 ten paces turn and shoot simple rules to simple games a man to face another man take life from life in blood run dawn but families have nothing said of the one lives, of the one death romance out of context children gathered at the TV sets say cowboys are wonderful but never see the cows my father picked his colt up cold eyes forgetting him already I glazed at him he said son, this is something I gotta do I’ll be sorry to leave you behind but a man’s honor is his life and life for honor sometimes must fall – fool and I watched him walk stiff to the door a corpse before he reached it dead face set and I watched him stride away from me struck down before I could cry my nos that I needed his face, not his honor they said it should never bother me the doctor and the corpse cleaning man daddy died in honor he faced his man and met his match that he stood his ground, that he stood his ground but my father, where’s the bullet for me when you are struck and gone now I’m left with no one and a clean sheet and a headstone you took your gun and left me no chance to say good bye no forgiveness then from this son just bitter at your resting ground wondering if ever I saw beyond your honor where you never stayed to show me now – I’m left with memories your warm smile and handsome eyes pushing me on a handmade swing your past come up to get you and me on a swing seat just below the dogwood – you could have turned away might as well have executed yourself in front of me saying you had to go, that no condolences would come here you’re a man and a martyr now and me, well, just a broken son, remembering a swing
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Reckoning 01:08
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Reckoning February 5, 1992 I am a child of rape revenge upon my race my mother kidnapped before my time tortured and forced one man of anger after another my whole life a reminder to my people mother stripped of clothing and face dead getting my body clear I went to my relatives a blot upon their name reminder of both hatreds so I set out across the ways of time searching, one father at a time one goal overriding my restrictions by humor, sin, and features look – creature of revenge now I’ve become a man to kill the men of the last one searching for my fathers one man at a time finding, ever finding one death at a time
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To - 01:50
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To – February 7, 1992 day after day I swear I’m OK but I think this might be a lie I don’t know how I am and it’s getting no better I still don’t know where I’m going I had it all planned held my life in my hand but the jarring has spun it all loose don’t think I can take it make or remake it what trail is the trial on? I thought I could feel how I’d not been felt better I though I could heal know myself just a little bit more but now I am crashing event horizon plunging in closer as deeper down the well I go and what can I tell you that yes I still love you that nothing really touches me here it all comes out today I never knew what to say I seem to be slipping away and though I am climbing trying to regain my mental ground is frictionless my slope defined by your release never shared, ability compromised is it worth starting over is friends nothing more than what we had all from the start so I tell you most truly that though this is hard for me starting again is compulsive for nothing comes from hollow – I tell you it was good something must have held me selfish in the should and here’s the crash state of confusion in a state of joy risk of the willing, starting condition beginning again, called share
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Track 00:33
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Track February 8, 1992 terrible pain in my head tonight wide awake at three AM cold in a bed of blood and roses not a chance no way to regain that stability mind gone to fodder a denial that life is a mach four storm winds blown up from nowhere ripping apart relationships strewing souls and emotions to the wind so cold without your hearth I am never ready
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True to Form 00:44
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True to Form February 7, 1992 I never lie do not misunderstand I do not always tell truth just try to show things as I see them best I can plot things out with words reasons for changing my realities versions quite simple really it is all as I see it coming into conclusion though the conclusion I come to one time of night does not always fully agree with my mornings sometimes I get things wrong for how I see things is not always true for this I am sorry
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With, Without 01:49
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With, Without February 10, 1992 look with me love I cannot let you go I am passing early into time out of my control I had things to tell you I love you as all my friends but now where I thought I was right I’m amoral what I feel for you it seems is more than I could say hard to put down into action though I amplified my few words and it all came out all of it pronged I’m sorry what I feel for you is more now than simple love of friends though as friends it started as friends it is but now there is something more I cannot begin to describe it I don’t know where to start but with you look – I feel so light holden dear to heart I cannot tell you this conceived better to be friends perhaps my trust is faltered confidence that I would scare you with some lack of control and if you stumble upon my eyes if you see me sad try not to know what you see sorrow is a useless waste of could have had and so I wait and wish and wonder where did it all go wrong was there nothing I could have changed about me to show you how I truly feel this then is the sorrow’s name that I know the act and I know my action pushing further away, that the fool lays down rules loves by a model finds the model lacking
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Preparation 01:00
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Preparation February 9, 1992 everyone wants a second chance welcome to the place it comes an unreality so defined as to be tangible the dream of a second chance that follows so close undiscernable most never notice it stands behind their backs hiding laughing at them daring them to search but you will see them turn away not even unconsciously grabbing the line this is your place to lend a hand an imaginary world within their dreams your place to reach in touch their sense of pride strengthen them to resolve you need not wait for dreaming this place is real, the now waiting for you all you need do is find and latch on give a hand up that is all that is left in the world
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One - Two - One 02:14
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Black Sky 01:12
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Black Sky February 17, 1992 I was never able to cry about it I don’t know why it never made a difference how I felt inside nothing I can do inside of this rage lock myself away from you and you don’t ask me why I say though all I want is to be asked anything strange as anything may be I can’t reach out to you, it seems or anyone tied up inside my mind all these insecurities nothing I can do no way for anyone to win I sit here on the verge o dying from a foolish misery and though I wish to be something else I am trapped within myself nothing I would like better than to rid myself of these awful dreams you slipped away from me for I was never there and I am dying, never crying ever unable to see

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