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Aloud, Aloud
January 30, 1992

how do I deal with my emotion
I am weeping in my distress
cannot control it any longer
I cradle down
in perfect glass

how do I deal with my emotion
caring such a simple thing
I thought to deal with simplicity
but it is not so
all I do is cause distress
to those I care for
I cannot tell them of love
and love the rules forbade
what am I to say

I am so worried
I have found that I hurt others
when all I want is to avoid their pain
language lending to misconception
and I do not know
am I telling my truth
in the words

sometimes it seems I am alone
nowhere to run
no one to care for the fall
I spin
out of control
diving towards the ground
but the ground is equidistant
a half halved, halved
extended in pain I wait for the end
halved again, and never come

I still can’t talk
can’t communicate at the going rate
perhaps to feel rejected
and I wonder if it’s true
that we keep hurting each other
and it seems I might be right
so I wonder
am I hurting
which pain is felt
will the end be alone
lost to the world

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from Scattered Resistance v4 - Settling In, released October 19, 2012

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Wetdryvac is a consulting device, a musician, and a free will procedural ethicist. This makes for some seriously odd material from time to time, much of which is worked with here as Wetdryvac's Lair.

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