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Columbine
February 2, 1992

I know the name of my pain
it goes by the mode of friendship
a strange beginning place for harm’s source
but I cannot change it
with those I care for I have fun
but fun passes so abruptly
and time by, there is no one to be
I cannot ask for presence always
but feel reft out
in need of structure
and too often only have myself and a long night
it is – so peaceful when they are here
I listen to the water of voices
or watch them sleep, envy their sleep
but peace falls
one moment a place to turn
second passed, begone
closed and out the door
while I’m remembering sleep
with nothing to catch me
and sadness wanders in
the night of my life, so it seems
truly never over
hating to be hating
hating no one to hold

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from Scattered Resistance v5 - Inluminal, released October 20, 2012

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Wetdryvac is a consulting device, a musician, and a free will procedural ethicist. This makes for some seriously odd material from time to time, much of which is worked with here as Wetdryvac's Lair.

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